The Best and Worst Things I Learned From My Mother

Image by RACINGMIX via FlickrIn a few days we celebrate our mothers and it is well that we honor the women who contributed much to our lives.I was blessed with a mother who truly loved me, believed in me and celebrated a lifetime of a great relationship with me until her death nearly 2 years ago. I learned some valuable lessons from my mother. Some were great and some were just as good because they taught me what NOT to do. So in tribute to my mom here are my best and worst lessons.

1. You will never appreciate something you get from instant gratification as much as something you waited and worked for.
In every aspect of my life, I realize what or who I truly value cost me time, resources, energy or patience but in the end I truly cherish both the material things and the relationships that were created from cultivating them and earning them.

2. Take care of your own.
My mother never expected a hand out or hesitated to assist anyone in her family whether it was to work all day and come hone to take care of her own family, meet the needs of her invalid mother or extend any assistance to relatives who she knew needed help. She was always there to offer herself for anything that needed done.

3. Sweep your own doorstep first.
I heard this a lot growing up. My mother knew everyone had "dirt" and before you became critical of another, you needed to look at your own shortcomings.

4.Don't spend money you don't have.
My mother loved nice things but was completely satisfied not to get them until she could afford to. She never made my father anxious by splurging on anything that would have stressed the budget.  She could make do with what she had and worked hard to keep things she did have in great condition.

5. Remember where you came from
My mother had very humble beginnings in a very large family. She was not ashamed to admit she never graduated from high school because like so many of her brothers and sisters, she needed to work to help the family stay afloat. She never saw her beginnings as something to hide or especially gloss over and she never put on airs pretending that she had a glamorous or even perfect past.


6. Don't Be Afraid To Be Different
 My mother worked from the time she was 14. She had a job when it was "unfashionable" for women with children to work outside of the home. She was the first of her sisters to wear a "pant suit" and color her hair. She married my father after being involved in an abusive marriage at 16 and being a single parent for several year, which was quite isolating at that time.. She loved watching golf and football on TV long before women were even supposed to admit interest and disliked anyplace where there was an expectation that everyone be like anyone else. I like to think my looking forward to my THIS OLD HOUSE magazine each month and preference for refinishing furniture over gardening comes from her.
 

But I also learned some things from my mother I chose not to embrace.


1. Silence is Golden
When my mother was angry with something she would just not talk. It usually was only temporary but it drove me crazy sometimes wondering what upset her. Usually when whatever was bothering her finally spilled out, it was something that could have easily been clarified or caused less drama by simply talking.Sometimes I probably drive people crazy because I always want to get to the heart of the problem and "talk it out". I am not comfortable ever sweeping an issue under a carpet and hoping it will just go away while I let it seethe inside me.

2.Down Time is Not Appropriate
My mother worked because she had to in order for my father and her to raise a family. She also felt responsible for taking care of parents and her in-laws who were not in good health. She had a large heart but often felt responsible for taking care of everyone's problems, seldom ever taking time to replenish her own needs with just some hobbies or relaxation. I know the value of simply getting away from the stresses and going off and reading a good book, taking a walk or engaging in some retail window shopping and getting a new perspective.

3.Don't Ask for Help
My mother often felt asking for help was admitting failure. She cleaned her own home even when it was obvious  she was struggling and after a cleaning service began, she fought tooth and nail finding anything she could dislike as reason to discontinue the service. She never wanted anyone to feel obligated to assist her but it often made it difficult to truly give her what she really needed whether it was a gift she had been hoping for or assistance with something she no longer could do. I have learned that "help" is not a dirty four letter word and that sometimes I simply have to admit I can't do it by myself.

4.You Won't Get to Heaven if You:
It was any number of things...miss mass on Sunday and not because you were sick, eat meat on Friday, forget to say your prayers, criticize the Pope...Mom loved her faith and God and I know she is with Him but I chose to eliminate the rituals in my life and concentrate on living more by biblical standards.I got my faith from my mother's devotion to hers. It's not better than what she had just different.

5.Just Do Things The Way They Have Always Been Done
 While this advice could be practical at times, I think my mother missed having more time by not having some conveniences. She chose never to own a dishwasher always being skeptical of whether or not her dishes would get truly clean. She did not want a computer, to learn how to email or to have a cell phone. She was comfortable just waiting for snail mail or choosing to call her friends and family and did not mind waiting for information she sent for to learn new things. I know that while I have sometimes bulked at learning new techniques, I often also discovered that I can save time, energy and frustration by having some modern conveniences that do things for me more expediently.

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I loved my mother and father and think of them daily with wonderful memories.I think we learn much from those who love us even though sometimes we may not realize it and I think we learn how to do and be as well as how not to do and be... and it's all good learning.

To my mom...thank you for lessons you might never have realized you were teaching and I was learning.
And to moms everywhere, embrace your day and smile because you earned it! 


What did your mom teach you to do or not do by her example.



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Another Trip Around the Sun

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I took one more trip around the sun recently and I am learning more than I ever dreamed. I know that it is never too late or too early to be passionate about anything. I know that what I have will never make me credible but what I do or don't do will always make a difference. I know that I will never be able to count my blessings. 

I know that it is better to take a good swimmer and a life jacket with you when you think you can walk on water. 

I know I can never meet too many incredible people, read too many great books, or set too many unreachable goals. I know that it really doesn't matter what I think some days but it always matters what I think of myself. I know to never underestimate anyone especially yourself. I know that I can be wealthy without money and poor with a bankroll. I know that I can make a regrettable mistake as quickly as I can make a profound impact. I learned that it is more important that I do something even if it turns out to be wrong than if I regret never trying. I learned I can never hurt anyone with too much love, laughter or attention but I can easily change a life without those ingredients. 

I learned that a sense of humor is essential to well being.

I learned that the best things in my life were not those I necessarily studied for, worked for, planned or even decided  and that sometimes the less I try to arrange the outcome the more effective I am.
I learned that forgiveness is rarely deserved as much as it is appreciated.  I know that sometimes life is better looked at through a young child's smile, nature or a dog's eyes. 

I know when I was 20,40 seemed old but now even 100 does not seem to be enough time. I know I love things I never dreamed I could tolerate including  the color yellow, country music and summer squash.I know I miss the people who have left my life like I always thought I would and more.

I know if I can't live with my decision, behavior, or action, I can't expect anyone else to either .

I know it isn't always about the glass being half full or half empty but sometimes about being fortunate enough to even have a glass. I know you can worry too much about how you look, what you have, who you know and what you need but never enough about where your life is going.I know that the richer my life gets by the people who enter it, the more I am humbled by the gifts I never asked for and received.

I know my husband will always be my best friend, my girlfriends my dearest companions and my God, my only hope.

I know I am a child of God and I would have known nothing had it not been for this.